I CHOOSE MY OWN EYE IN ORDER TO SEE

When she was 22 the future looked bright
But she's nearly 30 now and she's out every night
I see that look in her face she's got that look in her eye
She's thinking how did I get here and wondering why

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

She's got an alright job but it's not a career
Wherever she thinks about it, it brings her to tears
Cause all she wants is a boyfriend
She gets one-night stands
She's thinking how did I get here
I'm doing all that I can

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

NORVEMBER 2008, WHAT A DRAMATIC MONTH!!!!!
SERIOUSLY, I HAD BEEN THOUGH HELL.
#1. JUST REALIZE THAT I MIGHT GRADUATE SOONER THAN I EXPECTED. THIS SUPPOSED TO BE A WONDERFUL THING, BUT IT TURNS OUT A STRESSFUL THING. I GOTTA APPLY GRAD SCHOOL FROM NOW ON AND I DO NOT  HAVE CLUE ABOUT IT. I MEAN I DO NOT EVEN PLAN FOR IT YET. IT HAPPENS SO QUICKLY, I CAN NOT HANDLE IT AT ALL. LOTS OF INFORMATION, LOTS OF FORMS, LOTS OF THINGS NEED TO BE CONSIDER CAREFULLY WITHIN A LIMITED TIME. HELL NO! EWP EXAM+GRE EXAM=I CAN NOT BREATHE!
#2. AS USUAL, EXAMS+ NON-STOP WRITING PAPER + NON-STOP RESEARCH=BACK PAIN, SHOULD PAIN, TOTALLY FATIGUE
#3. CA BIG FIRE, BURN BURN BURN MAKES ME MISS MY IMPORTANT EWP EXAM. I CAN NOT MAKE IT TO SCHOOL CUZ ALL THE FREEWAYS ARE BLOCKED. I WAS TRAP WHOLE DAY DOING NOTHING!!! HORRIBLE!HORRIBLE!!
#4. INTERNSHIP. I GOTTA LOOK FOR INTERNSHIP FROM NOW ON IN ORDER TO GRADUATE.

I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY TORTURED BY THESE IMPORTANT THINGS.I NEED A BREAK TO BREATH!

FALL SEMESTER STARTED A WEEK ALREADY. SO FAR SO GOOD BESIDES SCHOOL PARKING!
I WENT TO SCHOOL ALMOST AN HOUR EARLIER BEFORE THE CLASS EVERY DAY JUST FOR GETTING A PARKING SPOT!
SUPER RIDICULOUS!!!
SUPER EXHAUSTED!!!
SUPER PISS OFF!!!
SUPER STRESSFUL!!!
TONS OF CARS RUSH TO THE SCHOOL PARKING LOTS. IT LOOKS SO CRAZY...
I REALLY MISS THE MOMENT OF RETURNING TO SCHOOL WHEN I WAS A JUNIOR HIGH IN SZ.
HAPPY AND EXCITED TO SEE OTHER FRIENDS GOING BACK TO SCHOOL, BUT NOT NOW.
JUST WISHING TO GET A PARKING SPOT AND THAT'S ALL. THANKS GOD!

hey! drivers!!!especially that stupid AMERICAN OLDMAN DRIVER!!
ATTENTION PLEASE!!
DON'T DRIVE A COOL CAR IN THE FREEWAY..CUZ YOU ARE TOO OLD TO LOOK COOL!
DON'T EVEN DRIVE PLEASE.YOU JUST NEARLY KILL ME IN THE FREE WAY!!!!
STAY IN THE HOUSE AND HAVE A WALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM NOT TOO YOUNG TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the thing is..............
i was driving in the freeway on the fast lane...that fucking stupid oldman with so-call "cool " lexus was cut into my lane when i was just NEXT TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THINK HE IS BLIND TOTALLY FOR SURE!!!!!!
GO TO HELLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, maybe i should get a truck!!
i was scary like hell!
PEOPLE!!! ALWAY LOOK AROUND AND THINK BEFORE YOU DRIVE!!!!!
GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!